i think i have finally transcended all of my memories and of who i hoped you could be.

because this heart of mine could just fucking break my chest in a heartbeat, with a heartbeat, think of

how i haven’t missed one sunset.

how i haven’t been able to go just one single day without brand new.

how i’m ”so full of love it deeply sickens me”

 .

who are you stupid fuck to disturb my sense of beauty and innocence.

 .

”

So believe in me, 

believe, if you think I’ll let you down

Well I won’t

They can fire everything they’ve got

And when you think I’m sunk

I will float on and on

I have burned the bush that covered my light

Even though I’m scared I won’t burn that bright

But you won’t know…

”